A Monday in February: A Story of Hope After Losing My Son to Suicide

New Release

A Book by Lily Crowder

A Monday in February is an invitation to walk through the darkest valleys of grief and emerge with a deeper understanding of love, resilience and hope.

In February 2021, Lily Crowder's world was shattered when her youngest son, Ezekiel, took his own life at the tender age of fifteen years old.

Ezekiel, known as “Zeke” by many, was full of life, charismatic, kind-hearted and known for a smile and sense of humor that could light up any room. His death sent shockwaves through his family and community, leaving them to wrestle with understanding mental health.

In this deeply personal account, Lily opens her heart, sharing the raw, unfiltered grief of a mother who has lost what can never be replaced. Through journal entries, personal memories and spiritual reflections, she navigates the impossible - learning to live with both sorrow and joy.